Can Not Write

What happens when I get a brain cramp.

I can't write.
My brain is lost.
These emotions,
take away,
what I've got.

I should feel inspired,
but, I only feel tired.
I need coffee so,
I can get higher.
On that caffine highway
INSPIRE...

Need to drink so,
I can sleep.
So, I don't wake up,
from my dreams.
Keeping up this facade,
is like giving a parade.

Putting on a little show
so no one ever knows,
just how bad I feel inside.
That's my life,
oh, don't you know.
I can't wait to go...
away.