thoughts(you)

thoughts feelings i dunno

sitting in a dark corner
i find myself thinking of you
unsure of how this will turn out
i'm confused about what i should do
should i stay in this relationship
put my fears aside
or let them take over and end it now
so i can go run and hide
you ask me what im thinking
i say i dont know, im confused
but im really thinking of us
and everything that i have to lose
I'm not asking for a forever
i dont even think thats what im looking for
I'm sure i can take another heartbreak
although from previous ones my heart is still sore
i hate comparing you to others
who i have been with in the past
I'm just scared thats all
thinking this relationship will not last
more than a few weeks, a month at most
cause i have a fear of opening up
i wont let myself get to close
And although it seems
that you have confidence in us
me having that also
is a definate must
i guess what i am trying to tell you
is dont let me push you away
i seem to be pretty good at that
but i want to be with you at least for one more day