| Rosalie has started second grade in fully remote learning mode. She's turning 8 next month and hasn't been around another kid since April. Strange times, indeed. Now Washington (and the entire west coast) is washed in orange and yellow from all the fires. It's all just so unreal. |
| The bad: I've been homeless for 10 days. The okay: I just got set up at an extended stay hotel until the end of April. |
| GabriellaR45 |
| So... he's facing assault in the 4th degree, gross misdemeanor. He's enrolled in 'treatment' and anger managemet, and I'm informed he still loves me and he's been inconsolable with grief and depression. CPS stopped at my door today. I just wanted a single day to not have to rehash the ugly. Oh yeah, we also got over 10 inches snow and there was no school today and it's already canceled for tomorrow. #NoSleep #SnowedIn #MyPoorKid #YellowBruises |
| I haven't forgotten. I'm just trying to pick up up the pieces of my life again. My husband was arrested Tuesday night/ Wednesday morning for assaulting me and strangling me on the bed our daughter was asleep in. My whole life and world changed in 15 seconds when he made the choice to try and murder me. He wasn't successful only because I thrashed and hit his face. My priority is my beautiful daughter and doings things as painlessly as possible. She is sometimes worried, sad, confused... but doing okay considering. I've been in pain. Last night I was sent to the ER and assigned a forensic medical examiner. They had to take pictures inside my throat, my neck, bruising on my arms and defense bruising on my wrists and knuckle. I have soft tissue damage and bruising on my larynx. It was humiliating and stressful but it yielded a lot if real proof. I'm okay right now. I'm safe. Bug's safe. I'm battered but my breaking heart hurts much worse. |
| I can't believe my daughter's five already. The level of changes in personality never ceases to amaze me. She's such a wonderful kiddo with just the right amount of sass. I still miss Dad, but the raging grief has turned into the dull, gray sea of emotional numbness and detachment, but I'm still finding gratitude in my daily life. I'm thinking of you all as I take this time to grieve. Also, a special thank you to those of you who have expressed condolences to me and checked up on me from time to time, especially Cinn |
| OMG! I am so sorry! I have been away for so long, I didn't know! Five years old is such an amazing age. It seems like they turn from "babies" to "kids" in the blink of an eye. As for the sass...it is almost mandatory to have a heaping helping of it to make it in this life these days! Please let me know if I can do anything at all to help you along as you heal and rediscover life with your precious little girl, however different it may now be. |
| I slept all day after talking to Cinn |
And great work crawling out of homelessness! That's no small feat!