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| Today is the day of my birth, but today I have felt something extraordinary, because today wasn't feel like when I was a little child and my father bring me a cake and also other family members bring gift with them for me, and I feel like this is the life.. But today look nothing remain same like old beautiful days. Today no one even remembers my birthday, today it's just like a ordinary day.. I spend my all day thinking what I have done wrong that no one loves me, why I am not the light of someone's eyes, why I am not the comfort of someone's heart, but it seem I haven't break someone's heart. But still no one remembers my special day of life, no one knows my favorite color, favorite song, favorite food, nothing know about me...... |
| I am seeing weather is changed, everything things is looking changed, even I am feeling my inner self is changing, but ohh my beloved what about you, are you also changed like everything else, are you also not feeling for me like past beautiful days. Ohh I will just ask from you please don't turn from me eventhough now a days I am at my lowest but please I will be back soon and try to make everything okay. You have just stay with me and give me your warm hug when I am feeling miserable and guilty... |
| Sometimes when I think about the suicide, that how precious thing it will be which give you freedom from the the miseries and pains and make you feel so light. But I don't think about it everytime, I just think about it when there are a lot of miseries around me, when there is a lot of discouragement around me, not just from other but also from your beloved one. |
| There are two types of humans: those who live in illusion and those who carry the heavy weight of doubts and questions. The latter ones are extremely sensitive and afraid of many things whereas the former ones are extremely cruel and careless and don't give a s*** about how and why it is. |
| What's it like when you have nowhere to turn, you don't seen any aim in life, you spend every day has a ordinary, you stuck in boring life, nothing special happening in your life, don't have any friends with whom you will hangout, don't have arms to hold you at your lowest. Just waiting for dead to come to you make give you warm hug and whisper in your ear that your miseries are gone and now you will be in peace forever.. |
| From personal experience - all too personal - I write. Saved me more than once. |
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