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im too addicted to him. i havent talked to him all day. and i miss him. not healthy, right?
cutest person on earth, i'd say :3
no facebook til 8. hopefully i can do it. im getting addicted to talk to him.
D: can you miss someone youve never met?
being all cute :3 we plan to stay up and chat tonight! he lives eight hours away. HE SHOULD BE HERE!
i've started talking to this boy. hes so sweet. hes making me smile. i just wanna talk about him ALL the time. but i cant. but hes a cutie. no i dont 'like' him. its too early to say but he makes me happy :3
you mean so much to me, boy. you're so much different then i remember. you're not as childish. we've been forced to grow up and face things no teenagers should have to. but boy, im gonna be with you every step of the way, you're one of my best friends and i love you. you're so strong! you are an amazing person and you are like a brother to me, you may not care about me as much as i care about you, but the other day you put your arms around me for no reason. it felt right! *Heart*
so i havent been on here since it got blocked from the school lappys and i dont know if anyone goes on here anymore but i need a place to get it all out. SO. lately ive been so happy. like you couldnt get the smile off my face. people actually asked me why i was hapy followed by 'whats going on? you're never happy.' that made me feel s*** :/ so one day, monday i was genuinely happy the next day i put on a fake smile. truth? no one knew the difference.
Mr Creighton calls anxiety a mental illness.

Guys, I'm mentally ill.
You will pull through, I believe you will =]
MY FAMILY ARE DRIVING ME INSANE! not kidding.

i hate having to give up things for my brother.

(why do i have to be the one always f***ing giving things up?!)

and getting the blame for everything!

(i didnt break the f***ing laptop so stop f***ing blaming me!)

how about yous just f*** OFF altogether? thanks!

i have a weight in my heart and i cant get rid of it.

and theres this guy...and i just need to talk about it soon!

dont comment on this. if you wanted to talk youd just email.
why do i trust people? i mean, seriously, the only people ive let myself get close to lately have lied to me and been a jerk and called me a bitch! now i know why i have trust issues and why i dont let people in..
ok so we all have our occassional bitch, right? what if you thought that person was your best friend, and they go and bitch to another one of your best friends, their girlfriend, about you and hopes you won't find out? well guess what, you guys broke up! and she showed me those messages and yeah it really f***ing hurt and i cried alright, i did! so congrats.
alright, so you wanna piss me off?

you;re doing an awesome job!

all my friends love you, HE sure loves you and that drives me crazy, i like being single but id change it up any day for him, and well my cousin/teacher has chose her over me!

you're heading the right way for a slapping, bitch!
Whats happened?
so, ages ago i was getting accused of wanting all the attention and complaining when i didnt get it, right? well..its not my fault if i dont like unloading my problems on others. and to this day i still dont like to. but you know, my mother ignores me, my brother hits me, my step dad wants me to leave. the guy i have feelings for has a girlfriend, havent seen my friends all holidays, but you know thats cool, i dont care, i still smile you know? its called sucking it up. try it sometime.
f*** sometimes i wonder what the hell has happened to you..god you've changed so f***ing mcuh from that innocent little girl you used to be! just realised i didnt even like THAT f***ing version of you so nothings changed now. but seriously how f***ing pathetic can you get?
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