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I miss my Father



I understand... *Cry*

I miss my Dad (Abbu). I sometimes forget he passed away. I think he is still around in this plane of existence.Then I remember he is not. I am trying to get used to life without Abbu. It is hard. I feel waves of lucidity, followed two minutes later by a crash and burn hyperventilation, palpitation and flashes of feeling my heart ripped out. I love Abbu. I miss him. I Hope Allah Almighty gives my Abbu all and everything in Heaven.
(((Hugs)))
I miss Abbu; having tea with Abbu is one of the things I miss the most.
So sorry.
On the 24th of February around 5 to 5:30pm my father passed away. I miss my Abbu (Dad) a lot. I feel a giant chasm and an open chain of landmines combined has crashed on my soul. It's been very difficult for me and that is why I have had not the right mind to come to WDC. I am going through the most difficult/complicated/insane time of my life. Just wanted to inform others. Take care everyone.
Losing your father is most painful. I am praying for you MV.*Heart*
Our thoughts and prayers with you. Losing a parent is not easy, but please remember that you will get through this.
I wasn't sure whether to respond with a comment because I know words can be the least helpful thing for you right now, but I wanted to share some advice I learned in your situation a few years back.

Take each little thing as it comes, one at a time; be thoughtful of yourself (as it's all too easy to neglect number one right now), and try to live as deliberately as possible - meaning, whether it's a major decision or just descending a staircase, your mind will be distracted and your body tired. Place your feet carefully, figuratively and literally, and I promise you will start to see those trivial little joys in life sooner than you think, and those add up to the bigger joys with time. Don't be afraid to face your grief, and most importantly - write, or sing, or paint or anything creative you can do. It will see you through this. God knows, it did me.

Take your time, let yourself heal, and we'll be here when you're ready to return to WdC. You're in our thoughts and prayers, MV. Be well.
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Sometimes I want to look at myself in the mirror but covered in colourful bandaids from head to toe as though I am both bruised or healing but also a modern aesthetic
Why do people hate me...what is so bad about me? If there is something bad, why don't they ever inform me?...I feel lost and confused...
Happy New Year to everyone! God Bless! I am also 9 years old in WDC :D
Sometimes pain comes unexpectedly; you are not prepared for it and you're just heartbroken. Yet, trying to understand is a step I guess even if my heart is sharded that even ice fears its sharp edges...
Came back after a long time. I wonder who still remembers me missed a lot of pals :)
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I don't remember you, but welcome back anyway! *Heart*
Back to WDC after a long time XD
I hate life. In a odd loving way. Like bile on my tongue; that arson on my lips. Checked out from hotel embryonic into wide bells of arch my morose code mind. Touch type me; why can't anyone touch type me?
I would if I knew what that meant? Touch type you? is that like texting you while your in the same room?LOL
Sometimes you get so involved with yourself that you forget that others need us or that our boundaries with others is not set. Relationships be them romantic, sexual, professional or just loving to the friend degree is nor complicated than sun spots jettisoned through a magnifying glass and becoming visible.
I wrote my joust piece so happies
" Clandestine. The heart leaps and in silence sunchronizes with Earth and Wood. Parallel Universe? Intertwined X Dimension. Wounds are trespassers to my logic. I hate logic being denied. Like atmosphere denied oxygen. The wood old and hard and cruelly hibernating. Lifeless understands lifeless. Gold encryptions of life in contact with death. A coffin is a coffin no matter how generously kept. I want to laugh but then silence would be betrayed."
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