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I close on my forever house in 2 weeks. I'm so excited this has been so hard caught for since my divorce. I'm getting married on Friday. And my son is coming home from over seas . So much good is happening. Share the good parts of your life with me so we can all celebrate yogether.
If you could have one person back in your life for 36 hours, who would it be and what would you do?
I feel like it would be too heartbreaking to lose them again. I can't think of anyone I would want back in my life that I wouldn't be heartbroken all over again if I lost them. *Frown*

But that is an interesting question...
I would want my dad. But if he came back as sick and in pain as he was would be too cruel to imagine. He is with Jesus and i would never take him away.
My grandmother was an important person in my life when I was a child, but I mostly remember her as deaf and increasingly dement. I wish I could get some more time with her, but with the ability to communicate better. It would be so interesting to have a real conversation with her as an adult, to get to know her better and learn about my family's history.
i have some writing to add to my portfolio but it keeps taking me to the membership cart and wont let me add a new item. my membership doesn't expire until april so i don't know what the issue is. i haven't been able to write in months and now that i have some juice flowing its not allowed to be here
I have this new covid variant and no motivation to write as of late. No energy and massive head aches for the last week. 2022 feels like a slightly less horrible start than 2021.

Joan  Author Icon
Prayers
Feel better soon! Praying for you :)
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Someone give me a writing assignment. Im dry and feel the itch to write.
It's not a full assignment, but I have to design some t-shirts for the Student Gerontology Association at the University of Southern California. Got any cool, not too cliche words to put on there? Here's some I have already...

Healthy aging begins now.

Live faithfully. Love powerfully. No regrets.

Put your heart out there. It makes it last longer.

Tomorrow's health begins with today's choices.

And some others that require me to describe the image for them to really make sense, but that's part of what I've got so far. Any ideas for words and/or images?
If we are throwing out contest options, there's also

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This irregular contest will change each round. Nature poem? Horror story? Whatever.


*Bigsmile*
The boys down the way
Spend all their day
Wishing on the man in the moon.
We girls on this side of the bay
We spend the evenings
Wishing on witches
Dancing in the wind.
She sang it
in the hopes
that we would all understand.
Raspy and ragged
those notes poured forth
With emotions
Leaking and streaking
Down her cheeks.
She sent you
The chills deep within
Your achy bones.
She sang it
In hopes we'd all understand,
The love we hold
its made
To be given away
Not locked inside
~~

Something that's singing through my head and i thought id share
It's lovely, thank you for sharing *Poseyo*
Lovely *Heart*
Thank you Piripica and Loren. Im glad you like.
Ive been a little bit MIA in the writing department. Not sure why but i feel a blockage in the creativity field.
There's an elephant in the room. Tell me what it looks like, what is it's name and what it is doing.
n.lea Author Icon
He GOT to. Life is for the enjoyment, doll...

BTW...

I LOVE how you said 'dang'...

(Kissy face emolji * heart emolji* Pepe LePew giphy* lips emolji* heart eyes emolji*)
It's pink, and it's drinking lemonade

I think it came from a song *Pthb*
@jellyfish i certainly thought he was pink too. The lemonade with thegreen umbrella
Sometimes i feel like pen and paper are better suited to my muses. And when they show, i want to keep them there,
Tucked nicely in between the hard cardboard covers nestled on blankets made of trees.
I havent had the mental capacity to think a clear thought towards writing the last month or so. I think I may need more sleep.
Why cant we react with a yawn of agreement.
@Wonder. I wish i knew. But we need one ;)
So why do we say the sky is littered with stars? Litter is ugly. Stars in a night sky are beautiful.
Bride A. Livewire Author Icon this knowledge i did possess

I just wanted to spin it so youd write. And write the loveliest poem you did indeed write
...Doll, you KNOW Im black...If I blush it aint gone be red, it might be purple...

Lol
Bride A. Livewire Author Icon i did indeed know you were melanin positive and that just means if you blush it adds a beautiful hue
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Did some updating and moving around of my port. Created a folder for this years works of poetry and thought processes. Someone had suggested it so i figured out how to do it. So if you happen by, anything not in the blog folder or the 2021 folder is from last year or 2019
I stumbled upon my old blogspot. Oh how far ive come mentally and oh the back burner i placed my writing on. Bittersweet.
POST THE D*MN WRITINGS.
Elle  Author Icon
Ha, I've got an old Blogspot blog too. And a Livejournal one, and now a Wordpress one...
Elle Author Icon i had a livejournal way back in the day too

Bride A. Livewire Author Icon i posted one of the entries with my thoughts looking back in my portfolio in my ramblings folder
My words feel far away. But my emotions are on high alert today. My tears feel close to the the waterfall. And id just honestly really love a long tight hug. And fingers stroking my hair. Nothings happened, i merely feel greyer than blue.
*Bride hugs Dolly*
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