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If there ever was a reasonable rational time to rebel, it is now. The futility of it all is making me crazy! Why??
Many people feel this way. The confusion arises when you think that you were wrong about things that you were sure of. It is where logic and feelings conflict.
All of a sudden, it's all just a meaningless routine... What can I do to break the monotony? Just moments of fun aren't enough now.. I yearn for longer memories...
Moments of fun can help a person cope and bring a new or different perspective, or maybe just a chance to appreciate those things that are free, such as the beauty of nature. Yet, I know what you mean. I, too, have felt this way more than once.
Don't test my patience so..someday I might just stop waiting.
Don't trifle with my faith..someday I might just stop listening.
Until recently, I hadn't realized to what extent human beings were capable of hoping. I'd always seen despair and depression conquer people. But now, when I'm waiting for a decision that could completely change my life, I realize how much of an optimist I am. I wake up every morning with buckets of hope, which turns into trickles of despair by nightfall. And yet, the next day again my bucket's full. I want to look at it as a strength..but why does it feel like a test of faith?
Why is it that instead of actually sitting and completing the huge backlog of work, I spend so much time whining about it? Sure, I get the sympathy of my friends, and love being dramatic... javascript:updateLine('RollEyes',%20'2');
But this is not the way to go about things... Wonderful realization..and now lemme go back to my whining.. javascript:updateLine('Smirk',%20'3');
Nothing in life makes sense anymore... Procrastinating seems to be the one (and only) thing I'm good at now. I delay important work, and blame future anxieties for my follies. Maybe it's time to forget about distant (and maybe impossible) dreams, and worry about the present instead..
I am so full of contradictions...and surprisingly, I'm not ashamed or anything. It's a wonderful state to be in...
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