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Notes by Audrey, in chronological orderNotes by Audrey
I just wanted to drop in and say hello. I'm learning how to be patient with everything going on in my life. It isn't easy, but I feel I'm making progress.

Sincerely,
Audrey
That's the way to be.
Had to take a break from things. I'm still working from home and that is what I'm mainly focused on. It's the one thing, along with music, that keeps me from crying.
Today is very special for me because it's the day I turn a year older.
Happy birthday, Audrey.
Happy birthday!!!
And who doesn't want that? Happy Birthday!!*CakeB*
The only thing happening with me is work and getting my soul and myself back to happiness.

Audrey
the quiet one.
A step in the right direction Audrey. *Heart**CheckP*
That’s awesome Audrey. Keep going!
I'm struggling with writing or even having any inspiration. Between the wildfires where I'm at and air quality being terrible, and other things, I've been feeling down to the point where music is the only thing I'm relying on right now to keep me from crying.

Audrey
The Quiet and Sad One (at the moment).
I decided that the only way for me to get out of this writer's block is to try a Daily Flash Fiction, which I have. My soul is itching to write and I have ignored my critic. I've been through so much, that it's now time for me to enjoy life and do what I love, even if it means my soul and I are the only ones who love it.
It's been a while, but I just got over being sick for over a month. There are so many things I have to think about and writing is one of them. I haven't been able to write anything since I have been sick and all the things that I loved to do, writing and music mostly, have taken a backseat to me getting better. Now that I am better, I have to figure out what music makes me feel like I'm not regressing to the past and to find a way to start writing again.

Audrey
I'm about to embark on a writing journey I never took before, but felt the need to write it after a couple of experiences that didn't go the way I wanted them to. The story I'm going to write is about chivalry. It's something my soul feels needs to be written.
It has been a long time since I have been here. My writing suffered because I had to let go of someone who used to inspire me to write. It has hurt to the point where I didn't want to write anything. Now, I am willing to give this writing another shot. I think I am ready now.
I've been doing a journal of my journey thru live journal. It's allowing me to write when I feel the need to. I don't worry about stories or poems much. I will write those again, but I realized I need to write for the love of writing and that is what I do now. I don't have a post in my journal every day, but to know it is there for me to write anything on my mind is a big plus.
I'm still here, but not writing. Lost inspiration and have been depressed for a while now. I'm doing a little better. Music is all I've been able to have the energy for and I've only been listening for about a day. I'll find my inspiration, but I'm not going to push it.
This year I had two new year's resolutions. Now I only have one. I will continue my writing, but after last week's fiasco, I'm questioning whether I'm worth anyones time or not. I'm more comfortable on my own at the moment and I will use this time to get my writing back on track.
I just had the most wonderful experience with my writing. I was lisenting to some hauntingly beautiful music and decided to let my soul take over. What I experienced was nothing short of beautiful. My ideas flowed like water, even if there was chaos in that flow, but I went with it. I wrote a journal entry that I can be proud of. I never experienced anything like it. I didn't care about spelling too much or even grammar. I just let my soul say what it wanted to say. That's what makes writing fun for me. Allowing my soul to just say it and I just write it. Now I Know what I need to have this experience come to me...beautifully haunting music. *Smile*
Welcome to 2015. So far, it has been quiet (except today where I celebrate my 45th birthday.) I have two resolutions.
One is that I will start to write again. I haven't been able to write much since my mom died last year and it has been frustrating. I'm thinking of doing a blog to at least get me started.
Two is to conquer my fear of intimacy. I won't get into why, but it is something I know I need to do.
Still in the middle of grieving and the bad thing is, I'm not able to write much either. I usually overflow with writing when I'm down, but this time around, I'm down and going thru writer's block. Not good. *Sad*
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