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Wow. I never thought filling out a form could be so intimidating.
Can't stand him hurting </3
Okay...so... it's Sat 19th March, 2011. So far in 2011: Found out he lied to me, got first kiss from Jake, school camp/disco/other school stuff, done a couple displays, kept my promise (even though he's broken all of his), been called too many names and bullied even more, made someone feel loved, said yes to his proposal (XD), been jealous and hurt, been worried and suspicious, kissed in rain, met his immediate family, been ignored, been noticed, considered runnning away, been confused, + more
THEY BLOCKED WDC ON OUR LAPPYS! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! D'=
Noooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! D'=
I'm scared. I don't think I can sit with you when school starts. It hurts. But not how you think. It hurts because you have him. Here. Always. And I have to be satisfied with words on a screen and a photo. And you can visit anytime. I have to organise things. And usually it's stuffed up anyway. Please understand. I don't want to see him act the way he did when he was with me. I just want my own to be here with me. Maybe then I would be able to stop worrying. I need him here.
Umm... I just have to say... YOU'RE A f***ING BASTARD. That's all carry on.
Oh. Wow. I never thought... just wow. I hope you're okay.
What's up?
I'll inbox you
Ummm.... Idk what to do? We had such a great time. You made me happy again. But I miss you. You've gone back home now. I just want you back. What am I going to do for the rest of the hols? I can tell I'm never gonna concentrate in school.
I have a tiny suggestion, you and him could get skype, that way, you can be on the computer, and you can webcam with him, and call him, it doesn't cost anything, it's like using a phone, but no cost, and you can video call as well (I'm pretty sure you can video call) hope this helped (:
sounds good. I'll check into it. thanks for the suggestion :)
Okay well.. maybe you don't like that I ended up with him. It's none of your business anyway. But I can't believe you think of me that lowly... That is against my morals. Think about it... I'm old fashioned. No, people, this is not about my ex. Thankyou goodbye xx
okay Gabby and Nic... I don't really care if I get comments I just like to let stuff out, like everyone does, I just use WDC and dance for it. I know that people lurk, I do even, so I really don't care whether its just read or commented on or whatever. Gabby that's fine that happens to everyone. And Nic that was totally out of place. I'm not startin an arguement I'm just saying if you really didn't think it was worth it, don't comment At All. Ta xx
I guess nobody does anymore.
We do check through this notebook.

I would comment, but I'm not really sure on what to say S:
Truth be told, I haven't been on this notebook in a while, though I noramlly check the other everyday or 2nd day. But now I will be checking it much more frequently.
I wonder if anyone checks this NB anymore.

Well.. I don't wanna write this on my normal port...

I have trrchtillomania but nobody would believe me if i told them :S

I have also not been eating properly and when I do eat I get major stomach pains from not eating properly... and it feels good :S

Let me get out of this crap I'm starting...
Tara...... I'm really worried. You gotta tell me these things so I can help =S



mm i'm sorry it's just.. yeah..
*scribble scribble* :D
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