My emotions

Basicly a mix of what I was feeling before And now.....The same sort of darkness

In a world of dispair
You left me here
Silently drowning
In a sea of darkness
My emotions

Gone is the small voice of reason
The gentle touch of light
The soothing embrace of reality
I've got nothing left

Sitting here in my room
Crimson tears casscading
The darkness engulfing me
Making me feel like I'm alone

Lying to myself
Saying over and over that everything is ok
When in all honesty I could suffercate
In all these lies

Noone can save me
Help me
And I can't save myself
I still am
A person so used to the dark
I can't even imagine what the light looks like
Feels and sounds like

My emotions are haunting
My dreams are frightning
My reality so dreadful
No one sees what lies behind my facade

While everyone thinks my life is happy
They dont see what behind my eyes
The dispair
The fact that inside I am dead

My emotions