breakdown

selfharm and suicide.

Kill my fears and worries,
with morbid passions.
My eyes bleed black,
my life seeps crimson.
A shallow breath,
a small shiver,
a fatal gaze,
I see breakdown.

No one realized a problem,
no one noticed a thing.
The crazed thoughts and feelings,
hidden so well until, I broke.

So ignored and neglected,
the world has rejected me.
Alone in my room,
lying in detachment,
I am utterly invisible.
Lost in the background,
of the darkness.

So I will kill my fears and worries,
with morbid passion.
My eyes will bleed black,
my life will flood crimson.
No breathing,
no movement,
a fatal stare,
I saw breakdown.
Now, I will see no more.