The sweet sweet pain!

Trying to explain that the razor does not harm me the way people think it does.

The gentle touch of the razor
gives me what you would call
pain
to me it's different. I still call it pain, but it's a
sweet pain, a sweet release
of the pain in my heart
that's the pain that makes
me hurt, not the sting
after the razor caress
my skin

I always say that a person's
soul reflects through his eyes, and
if you open up your eyes and try
to feel his pain, he will know
and be forever grateful

After all the suffering that
I have felt, it's comforting to know
that there is nobody who cares about me
and because of that it will be easier for me
when I decide to leave this pain, this body, this world
and finally give my soul the sweet release
of death that it deserves