Crimson Tears

being treated badly while in love

I cry these crimson tears for you
untill you cry them for me too

Everything you do
influences who I am
The way I dress
and how I act

You tell me you hate me
and that I do everything wrong
I'm a dirty slut and everything's my fault

I know you only do these things
to make yourself feel better
Does it take your pain away?

Your hurting me deeply
but I don't want it to show
so I put on an act
and no one ever knows

At night I cry
of my most recent rejection
I wonder why you ignore me
like I'm not even there

You make the razor seem inviting
but I resist
because I'm bleeding enough for you already

but yet for some reason I stay

All these feelings come creeping up inside me

I'm addicted tot he pain you give me
I crave the tears you make me shed
I want to take your pain away forever

I feel your presence when your away
you linger here
in my heart and soul

I cry these crimson tears for you
untill the day you cry them for me too