Goodbye seems never to be enough

when saying goodbye to an old love, it doesnt seem to take the memories along with it.

At this moment in time
all you are is a fading memory.
All that we had or could've been
is blurring in my mind.
It seems so long ago I knew you
and I meant some importance in your life.
I wonder, will I ever again?
Will fates twists throw our paths across each
others?
I feel we met when you needed me.
And I needed too.
This is how I understand our brief time together.
How I make sense of the no sense we once were.
So many time I am as I am now,
thinking of you,
wondering of you,
of what we could've been to each other.
Slowly, I forget to look out for your car.
I forget to watch for you,
sat, in the places we once used to go.
I forget winter and summer with you,
as lives move forward, as yours has
now mine is moving too.
So, not so much goodbye,
but more a blurring
of your memory,
your picture,
the hopes once felt
for what we could've had.






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