The beating of a heavy heart

This is the effect of my emotions, expressed in poetry.

Sitting beneath those ominous skies
With the wind to my back,
Blowing straight through this hearty smile
Possessing the power to crack
As those papers of hope, gently drift away
With whispers of departed words to wallow,
My fragile character will barely sway
Out of a heavenly dream, only accompanied by sorrow.
Torn from that safe haven, longing to forever stay,
Lost inspirations for every breath
Once provided for one more day.
Never again, will I allow my diminished soul
Out from within this wind-torn cage
Never again, will I allow this to happen
For my sun shines for you no more.