Looks Like It's Over

A teenager's thoughts upon learning the love of his life does not love him.

What's wrong?

I thought we were so...compatable...
Every time we would do something,
I'd find out some new way we were alike...
And it was amazing.

But now that will not happen...
anymore...
Can I live like that?
I can only wait and see.

I don't even think I know how much this hurts...
Because I'm way too calm...

It's kinda like the calm someone has
When they know for a fact that they are going to be killed...
And there is no good struggling,
So they just accept it...

Then they get run through by a spear...
And they just look at it...
More fascinated than fearful...

And then their eyes glaze over, and they fall...
Because they had too much warning...
They knew it was coming...
But it doesn't stop them from bleeding.