fine-tuned feelings

this is a story of loosing a friend to abandonment they gave you

Resting back in scilence
as i've done so often before.
thinking of broken promises
i am alone once more.
i don't know why i let you in
why you convinced me you were true.
but now my feelings can't dilute
i can't distract this pain
and for this reason, not even new
i'll make it plain to you.
and as the wind pushes back my hair
as the tress hiss disstressing snares
i'll whisper back in an agrivated cry
please don't leave me in this distrustful lair.
but who can you trust
when your truest friend leaves you cold?
do you lay down withery so close to you,so bare
underlying nudity ringing ever unclear beneath the stares
but puch back all these emotions felt,
and leave them far behind.
forget these memories with pain
let them turn and wind.