Emotional Build Up

Having a emotional buildup and finding that best friend that always there to talk to

My stomach is tied up in knots
My head is filled with millions of thoughts
What to think
How to feel
My mind is going crazy and everything is unreal
What i feel right now i cant even describe all my emotions built up inside
They need to be let out from the secret unknown
Need to be shared with someone who cares more than I know
So hard for me to do but needs to be done
Need to show them how I feel and what is going on
What's bothering me and what is going wrong
Why Im feeling the way I do and what they can do to help me get through
The tears Im crying, the emotions I feel and everything Im going through that I need to believe is real
Its time that I talked to you and let you help me out
I just need to cry and let my emotions out