A fortune of personal choice |
| To sip out of a cup of chamomile tea, the palm-reader lets go of my hand and judges with no effort from the externals alone, flailing her words: "Rest, put your feet up. It doesn’t look so bad. Your mind, in its strange way, creates invisible worlds inside hard rocks. Now, remember what Madame Rosa says and hold on to your good fortune.” Her distorted gaze stays with me, in hidden splinters, and scorpion stings inside her phrases. She says to keep what’s mine, behind the white picket fence, --like dragon’s teeth-- to welcome back a man who, feeling weary with familiarity, looks away-- a hopeless sign-- a reminder of things unspoken, as if there is only a half-life with no choice. Why would I nail myself on her chopping-block, if love could be fire-retardant like my flannel pajamas, splashed in prints of daisies, rich against my skin, warm, cuddly, trouble-free to wear, ignoring what's concealed underneath? |