Dirty and Torn

about not liking what you've become....

I threw away
A brighter future
The day I changed my mind
I wish
Every day now
What I lost, I can find

I try to erase
Everything I've done
But the path was carved in stone
I cry to save
My broken soul
But I feel the hopelessness in my bones.

I don't like me
Don't like what I've become
I used to be so innocent
Now I'm dirty and torn.

I feel like I
Don't know love
My thoughts are filled with hate
I wish I'd never
Started down this road
But my regret has come too late

I don't like me
Don't like what I've become
I used to be so innocent
Now I'm dirty and torn.

All it took
To be what I am
Was simply to change my mind
But now that I
Want to change back
I seem to have run out of time…
There's no way I can change my mind.

I don't like me
I don't like what I've become
I used to be so innocent
Now I'm dirty and torn.