Demon in Me

A confession

Just lost all feeling inside of me
the pain so bad I can hardly see
It hurts to cry, it hurts to breathe
It hurts to listen, it hurts to be

My heart has gone numb
It's like the hate inside me has won
I don't want any comfort from anyone
No longer do I want you to have your fun

I'm not the angel you thought me to be
Far I am from being set free
Hid myself in the dark forbidding you to see
I didn't want you to see the demon in me

Never will I let anyone get close
Hard for me to trust unlike most
when it was me the demons chose
holding me in fear, keeping me on my toes

Never will I love again
it wasn't me but you that had said
how much you loved me more than a friend
and together we'd be until the very end

Forever I'll hold you in my heart
till the day the Earth and Moon do part
but it'll be today that I have to start
to learn that it's time for us to be apart