Outsider

This is a poem about a certain point in my life.

To be alone, an outsider if you will

Hoping no one notices me,
What if I did take this pill.

Listening to this song,
Oh, how I wish I won't be living for very long.

Feeling this way,
All I do anymore is pray.

Having one particular fear,
I can not stop looking into this mirror.

Seeing what I see,
How I wish this was not me.

Having it all come down to one simple thing,
Be hopeful for what the future has to bring.