Help, I'm Lost

How does it feel, when you don't know whether you have friends or not?

Have you ever felt
That your friends don't care?
That they're not really listening
To what you say?

They may nod their head
Even agree with you
But their heart's not in it
Or is it?

And as they turn
To speak to someone else
The frustration is mounting
Do they really care?

Do I even have friends?
I can't tell
Do they act like real friends?
Sometimes yes, sometimes no

Does she really like me?
Is she just humoring me?
Sometimes I can't tell
I just can't be sure

She laughs when I talk
Maybe she likes me
But is she laughing with me
Or laughing at me?

Is it possible
That they really like me
For who I am?
They're not just laughing

Sometimes yes
Sometimes no
Often times no
Damn

Have you ever felt
That your friends don't care?
That they're not really listening?

Have you?