If You Only Knew

A Man afraid of his feelings; and letting her get too close.

Rushing and rushing through,
Wisdom washing ashore I knew,
Lost in murky swamps of memories,
Long since forgotten

Happening in spite of me,
Eyes painting a vision I see,
It's her and her alone,
Can I deny it? Should I ?

Whirling winds engulf me,
Gibraltar limbs break helplessly,
Running away I give her safe haven,
For I fear I am lost within her

Twirling winds whip me into the tide,
Pelting rain against me up the hill I stride,
Always striving to keep her,
From knowing my darker side.