Nothing is the same

This poem is about the conflicting emotions and thoughts I feel everyday

It's really not the same
Nothing is
Are you happy
I think happy is an idea
Should I give up?
Should I disappear?
People don't listen
Until you disappear
Then they ask why
I don't feel okay
I don't feel anymore
Losing my mind
Do people actually like me?
Should I stop talking?
Depressed
Repressed
Confused
Heartbroken
It's been a year
Another ones coming too fast
And im feel alone again