Free of it all

Freedom from restriction

Out of order while doing what is ordinary in a typical day.

Feeling release or caring less about the smaller consequences of social norms and order

Inclining more to fitting in less and adopting more to how I’m different and adopting less to what is considered careful and dull.

Adapting less to being in control of doing it all myself and leaning more into asking for help without shame

Receiving love always it seems from several people in my life that love me like they would give all for me and do. Deep loyal sacrificing.