Alone

when you won't or can't admit your all alone

I didn't want to admit it,
it was easier to lie.
And hide the hurt and emptiness,
to smile instead of cry.
I didn't want to face the fact,
my life was full of pain.
And I long to stop my bleeding heart,
and maybe smile again.
Cause I feel oh so forgotten,
so betrayed and so alone.
Without a trace of forgiveness,
and a soul to call my own.
I didn't want to admit the fact,
I cannot spread my wings.
and my happiness has melted,
into tears and other things.
It's hard for me to hide the fact,
my wishes have no home.
So, I return to my anguish,
bow my head and cry alone.