bloody

wrote this thinking about a girl, you know how it is

i still think about you.
i know i shouldn’t,
i know it’s my fault we are over.
it’s my fault we never truly began.
i know,
but i can’t stop.
i wish i was better.
i wish i cradled your heart in my hands,
and cherished it.
but i didn’t.
i’m sorry you gave it to me.
i’m sorry you ripped it from your chest,
i know you didn’t want to.
i’m sorry,
i still think about you.