| Any moment stumbling past that isn't blanketed in a stifling heat I find myself scurrying to peel back my curtains, and open my windows Cracking the doors, begging the wind to blow through My bones know that so much of him is out in the world Flitting through the ether, embedded in the earth I have nothing to lock inside my walls Nothing to grasp onto This wasn't where he settled, it wasn't where he lived I open up my walls – perhaps to let some of me out But doubtlessly as an earnest plea for a gust of him to whirl through To ease the scorch of the heat on my skin, and expel the staleness that has suffocated my lungs |