| Dear Jesus I want so badly to feel your love believing in You doesnt seem to fill me enough I feel the enemy's chains on me heavy and crippling since the day I came to be, it seems I've been lost and wandering Longing for the peace only You can bring searching for signs in the sky in the wind in the hazel eyes staring back at me I don't know much, even though I am three decades plus in this life I am so exhausted and feel so defeated most of the time Please help me to heal and move on towards the path that God has made just for me |