It's Cold, Why?

Short burst of my thoughts...of him?!?!

It's cold
Oh, Christmas is coming
Is it?
Maybe I just missed him
All his jokes and innuendos
His laughter with all that tempo
Can I make it all mine?
Just this once, please rewind

The fireplace is lit
Oh, is it open?
The kitchen is noisy
Oh, is he there?
Maybe it's a dream
Ringing by the door
His shining teeth at four
God, why are you so bad?
Why did you treat me like that?

Then maybe we can
Do it all again