| I searched for you. I went everywhere in the world but I still couldn't find a clue. Running around like a crazy person on the streets. I asked every single person that I could meet I searched for you. A lot of people told me that what I was looking for wasn't true. Few said I will find you when I'm at peace. My hope immediately increased. I searched for you… I'm tired… my time was soon due. I sat on the grass outside of my house as I looked at the sky. It was blue. I still couldn't find you. I want to cry so hard because of the useless hope I had which I was starting to think wasn't true. I only know your name. Happiness, another word for joy. The feeling I have wanted to experience since I was a little boy. My search for you has ended. I'm laying on my deathbed, hopeless. I wish my time here was extended. I close my eye for the final time as tears leave my eyes. All of my searches were just some pointless tries. There is a little hope in my heart that, maybe, just maybe there is happiness waiting for me in the afterlife. |