Gone forever

*Graphic Warning* Made for inference, suicide is discussed.

As our memories fade away
The fresh and gentle air of April blows frivolous through the day
Without a pause, children outside play
I sit inside, acting all grey
At times feeling temporarily okay
But without you, I simply will decay

As my thoughts are in disarray
I can’t go on another day, why didn’t you stay?
Why can't I convey
My message reads; clearly, you must stay
You left me all astray
How cliche?

Here lies a bouquet
On a somber day.