Just Thinking About What You Did

Im just thinking

I would have never thought you would do that to me but I guess we can add that to the list of things you did.
It was very wrong what you did to me as a child, making me lose my mind trying know if what happened was real or not.
You made me lose most of my memory that night. I forced myself to think it was a dream but my body proves that it wasn't, It remembers but I don't.