Hate Me

Bit of a self deprecating poem about social anxiety and paranoia

Please hate me
I beg of you
Course otherwise
What am I to do
This bristled heart
Rustles
As you pass
So put me
To rest
At Last
I need not
Help
But scorn
And torn
My soul
To know
My worth
Won't hurt
When judged
Failed
At last
Last
Last
Hasty now
I beg of you
Bring it near
So mine
The tears
And yours
The teeth
And heart
That beats
Not yet
For me
And mine
No heat
No graveled beats
Let sit
It
Alone
In dark
And cavernous
Cliche heart
So match
My grief
And lay
My head
To feet
As I beg
And scramble for
You to
At last
Hate me