Your "friend"

This is my journey through depress ion, I hope it can help others.

Hey, it's me your "friend"
I am deceiving enough to let in.
In your most desperate of times, you turn to me like nicotine.
Don't believe me when I say you find what you seek.
I led you to a familiar place yet changed your perspectives to unfamiliar.
I wrapped you in a white quilt whilst all was lost.
I turned around and ripped the white scratchy cloth.
Once you realized my insincere self, you changed perspectives on me.
Still too afraid to let go.
You now consider me like a rat, unwanted.
Sincerely, your "friend" depression