I wish I didn't understand

Loneliness like a shadow......following every where. Experiences makes the matter worse.

CLUES FILLED THE AIR
SOMETIMES FALLING LIKE
RAIN ...

THE RED FLAGS WERE
BLOOD RED AND DRIPPED
ALONG THE WAY FORMING
VISUAL EVIDENCE OF THE
CLANDESTINE AFFAIR...


THE JUDAS IN HIM BETRAYED THE JESUS IN ME ...

NOT BLIND. JUST DIDN'T WANT TO SEE ...

I UNDERSTAND, I KNOW
EXACTLY WHAT ALL THIS
MEANS ...

STILL I REMAIN BLINDED
PRETENTIOUS.... I WISH I
DIDN'T UNDERSTAND...