Everything and Nothing

always two sides to every coin - and at least two faces to being bipolar

I am everything and I am nothing
I am hate and I am love
I am happiness and sadness
I am peace, I am war
I am the epitome of all evil,
yet the divine picture of innocence
I am light, I am darkness
I am calmness and serenity
I am madness and rage
I am ecstasy, I am pain
I am complete satisfaction,
yet, forever insatiable
I am all things of joy as well as sorrow
I am affectionate, I am pugnacious
I am beautiful and I am wretched
I am my mania, as well as my depression
I am the aching to end it all
and still yet a defender of life.

I am all things yet, I am nothing.