wax poetic > i'm apathetic

about "punishing" people who hurt me

“Trying to wax poetic but you sound pathetic
I am so apathetic to your voice, all i hear is white noise.
Empty promises have filled my ears and false hope plagued me with tears.
I'm ready to surrender the agony of past years.
I don't want to punish you but my subconscious begs me to.
I forgive you and I'm trying to forget as I beg my hidden will to submit."