Feelings

This is how I feel.

I want to end it
speaking brutally honest
It's a thought that attacks my mind
every time I feel too alone
It'd be so much easier
Just "to be" with God
But, I know I can't
For me
For you
For the future

A constant reminder is needed
That a description of life would not contain easy
You push with all your might for the better
There is no such thing as no good in the future
Good is now and forever
You are needed no matter the circumstance
Keep your head high and believe in the better
Cause it'll always be there hidden surrounding you