You Verses Me

There is a lot you can tell by someones writing as well as your own.

Every time I look at you I see joy and happiness,
Every time I look at myself,
I see pain and sadness,
Your happiness makes me feel better,
But it doesn't heal me,
I wish others happiness healed me,
When I see hurt or sadness in your eyes,
I want to help you,
But I can't because we don't talk,
Your friends dislike me for who I am,
I don't know if you dislike me too,
I just want to be accepted... not hated.