I feel Beautiful

That is until I look in the mirror.......

I feel beautiful
That is until I look in the mirror,
See my shadow,
Or look at the number on the scale.
And I know beauty doesn't look like that,
Beauty isn't that big.

I feel beautiful
That is until I see the stares,
Feel your inner laugh at me,
Or can't fit in the space.
And then I know beauty doesn't feel this way,
Beauty fits in.

I feel beautiful
Until I know I'm not