What Am I To You?

A poem of toxic on-sided love

Loveless beads of hope
Slowly fading to distant shores
The sparkle once held in your eyes
Now like fog rolling through the mountains
All hope...fades to black

The scent of lavender and tulips
Sunset drips vibrant colors
Beauty so astounding it brings tears
Wonderment fills the eyes
With possibilities of tomorrow

All this beauty
But all I see is pain
All I feel is abandoned
Stringing me with pretty words
Only to get cut by your actions

What am I to you
Punching bag...friend...lover
Why can't you chose
Are you ashamed
What am I to you?