IF I WAS

Random thoughts in my head

If I was
I think everyone wants to be something or someone else in their life
If I was rich
If I was him
If I was pretty
These are just a few examples out of millions and millions of thoughts that goes around people's head

I want this
I want that
Why are we always not satisfied with what we have

We can have the best thing in the world
But then we compare ourselves to others, which makes us feel like we are not good enough
When we don't even know what is good enough

Like what do i want to do with my life
Where am I going in life
I see other people who are more successful than me
Like they know where they are going, they got their whole world plan out
But I am still stuck here
In the same place

I think I am running away from my subject title
Which always happen
Well, back to the start

If I was...
If I was rich
I would quit my job
And be by your side
Not here, where I am alone
Doing a job which I no longer have any interest in
Passing the time
Till we meet again

I miss you so much
Now I know this feeling
And the feeling is not good