What is it you see?

A poem about a lost girl asking if the person she cares of most loves her for who she is

If i make you happy
tell me now
Because my heart is torn,
and i don't know how.
Why do you care?
Why do I try?
Everyone else doesn't
They all tell me to just die!
Maybe that would be best
What is it you see?
Cause every time i try to give up
You always say, "Don't give up on me!"
I'm trying SO hard
To make u proud
But even the darkness in my own head
You say isn't allowed........
Why DO you care?
Why make me smile?
Can't you see I am broken?
I haven't felt an ounce of happiness in a WHILE!!!
Now you are in my life
You are still there....
Is it true.... or is it just me?
Do you really love me? Do you really CARE?