Numb

Two poems on feeling numb.

Feel

Make me laugh

Make me scream

Make me cry

Make me smile

Make me hurt

Make me feel

Please

Make me feel

That's all I want

To feel

I hate this numbness

This increasing nothing

Of going through days

Not more then a zombie

But then I find

The one thing I want

Feeling

The one thing that makes me feel alive

Anything

Love me or push me

Just

Make me feel.


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Escape

I'm scared to get help

To lift from this pit

I don't want to forget

This feeling

Knowing how they all feel

What If I'm not me

What If I change

What If I can't think the same