[depressed]

for some reason im really into things that make me sad

I like depressing things
But i say im not depressed
But every single word thats said
Feels like bombing going off inside my chest

I like depressing things
But i know im not depressed
I go to school, i get that 'happy' feeling
But some days i can barley even get dressed

I like depressing things
And maybe i am depressed
Sometimes all i can feel is stressed
Yet everyday i get up and pull my heartstrings

I like depressing things
And my life can be pretty sad
But at the same time
I cant help but feel the happiness
That i always have