What i want

Wanting something you know will hurt you in the end. Opinions welcome

If I tell you I need you,
What will you do?
If I tell you how I feel,
What will you say?
A future that could make or break.
A choice,
I don’t dare make.
The memories surface,
Floating to the top in gentle waves.
But if a mistake is made,
Its carried to the grave.
Your told it’s a roller coaster
Up and downs
New twists and turns found,
But what if I don’t want
The pain of getting off?
Or of it breaking under me.
What if?...
I don’t want the pain of losing all I want….
All I need ….
All im hanging on to…