Jealous?

showing an emotion that shouldn't exist. Or should it?

Are you jealous? If so, I like it. I am not sorry for it, either!
I relish with the thought. I know I shouldn’t, but this is the only way I know you care.
I just wish you realize this. Instead of pretending that your feelings don't exist.
Funny thing, I'm not even trying to make you jealous.
You expose this green-eyed little monster at your own free will.
But, now what?
Are you ever going to subdue to your feelings?
I promise, you wont be disappointed. You wont regret it, either. I know I wont.
What can I do to have you in my life?
Is this all in my head? Or are you slowly losing your own battle?
Are you ever planning on giving us a chance?